Friday, June 25, 2010
ok so things have been really sucky with me. my aunt won't come up from VA to help out with Gram mother is overwhelmed and unable to cope with everything and she is taking it all out on me. i do the best i can to help out but my work schedule doesn't allow me to leave at the drop of a hat like hers does. and when one guy is out all are expected to be in so i can't help out with any dr appointments this month. and now to boot i woke up at 3am so stuffed up it was hard to breathe and my throat feels like i have sand paper there. i have a migraine and i had to work late last night and now tonight i have to work even later. we have an event from 6-8:30 so that means right after work closes we have to load up all the animals and supples tables etc get there but 5:30 to set everything up and then are locked in there till 8:30 then fight with traffic trying to get back to the shelter to unpack everyone and everything. that'll be around 9:30 when i get done. if i get done and outta there before 9:30 i plan on hitting the gym for at least a half hour. then home. i'll be home after 10pm at least, right to bed to get up at 6:30 to get ready for a day down the shore at Island Beach State Park, want to be there for 8am to beat the crowd. I just so don't feel well and the sh*t with Gram is overbearing and I am getting dumped on and then when I said well I brought this to your attention 2 years ago when I first noticed something was off and not it is worse. So yea my family waited until she is much worse to start having her see at dr and get tests done to see how bad her dementia is. She is losing reasoning and doesn't know the day/year and grunts instead of talking at times. 2 years ago it was very mild now its very noticible and constant.
So yesterday the day began with me apartment hunting. $1000+ for a 1bdrm 1 bath ugh so can't afford that. IDK what I am going to do but I need to get out of that house. Well thats that back to work trying eat a lil in order to take an antibotic.