Wednesday, June 23, 2010
So remember that job I hated so much?
I told my temp agent that my last day will be next week Friday. She'll handle the rest.
I feel like a quitter...but considering the fact that they will NEVER hire me, what's the point of staying there? Also, there have been 5....no, 6, temps and all that's left are me and this one other girl. One of the people that quit ran away crying when she was continually harassed about a simple mistake she made. That's how my supervisor is. She'll make you feel like you're crap. I was fine with her before but things have just been getting worse since EVERYONE but 2 people quit. We have new people, but who knows how long they'll last? The one guy is already getting impatient with her. He asked her a question today and she didn't answer it. She just explained something else.
She did that to me today, too, but worse: I asked her a question about a particular account and she said, why do you even need to know that? You should know this kind of account by now.
Yeah. That happened in email.
I still couldn't get the answer so I responded with what I assumed the answer was. So frustrating. "Why do you need to know that?" Well, first of all, it's my job, and, second of all, would you rather have me make a mistake? O_o
I just needed to get out. I've put up with her for quite a while. The worst part is that it has really effected my health. As you can tell, I can't seem to focus on losing weight due to stress, but I've also been experiencing back pain, which I've NEVER had a problem with before. I don't want to be the mean person this job has made me into, as per my sister. Also, it has made me become distant from God. I still tithe and read my Bible, but I've been missing church! I LOVE church! D= The only good thing about that job was that I could see Melissa, my awesome friend that I've known since before high school. I feel as though I'm abandoning her in that place, but I'm sure I have made the right decision. If not, then it'll all work out in the end.
Please help me pray that it will. I just feel so irresponsible right now, what with no new job lined up.
Well, wish me luck to get through the week that's left. This is the first time I have made such a huge decision. Please, God, let me know beyond a shadow of a doubt that what I did was right, and save the sanity of all those who feel like they are stuck there. Amen.