i want to thank every one who has supported me in the time that i was on here often.
i have moved to the sporting camp in Rangely, ME which apparently only gets Dial-up internet and i am not patent enough to deal with that any more.
before i left i was going through a hard time, packing my life to be stored so far away from where i will be, but now i am getting accustomed to my new life, a life of un-knowing.
i think that i will be stuck in a rut with the ex thing for a while but at the hunting camp i have meet a very nice and patient guy. he understands that i am not looking for a long term thing now, and that i just want a loving friend.
since i have been at the hunting camp i have been able to work out for about an hour every day which is amazing, Kiaking, Hicking, Dancing, Running, swimming, ext.

i like this run, i drove out 2 miles and remembered the .5 mile markers, so now when i run i push my self to the mile, then walk about .25 then run the rest of the 1.5 mile total and walk the last .5, but the ceatch is that this is one way. how ever far i get i need to turn around and do it again to get back to the camp so atleast 3 times a week i have been doing 3-4 miles in about 40min. i am ok with that, i have not given up so why beat my self up over it.

i do not cook at the camp, we have highered chefs for the camp which is great, and i told them that i was vegitarien, because i do not do so well with red meat, and this has helped me keep control of what i eat becuase i can only eat what i am given, there are no advalable snacks unless i bring them in myself and i have only brought in wheat thins, penut butter and soups, even those have been rarly tutched. so all and all doing well.

i am able to write now because i am in civilization for a DEP meeting tomarow at the recruting stationion. so i will read and respond to any comments in about a month unless i have time after the meeting to sneek on to a computer