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Opps... I caught myself!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Yesterday, I concluded my blog with these words:
"I love my runs! I get to reflect and grow! "

UH... Hello? I said what? That I love my runs?? Say it isn't so! Did I really say "LOVE" in the same sentences as RUNS? Hmmm. I guess I have a short memory! Did I not recently say that I am "not a runner"-- that "I don't like running" -- that I had selected doing a triathlon in September because I don't like running that much?

When did I go from not liking running to saying that I love running without even thinking about it! And that is exactly what happened! I wrote off the cuff. And later I read the blog again and what jumped out was that last statement. I know I have been looking forward to exercising. I know that I am enjoying my runs. I know that movement is now going to be a staple. But thinking that I would ever say that I LOVE RUNNING was not a goal! I guess that is what I call a special bonus. emoticon

BTW... another confession... I was sneaking a peak at a half-marathon website yesterday... and wondering if that amount of miles is in me. And then I sneaked a peek (aka lurked) at other SP pages of people who have run or are going to run half-marathons, and wondered some more. Hmmmm. I guess that is another special bonus!

I love catching myself in the midst of change! Kind of fun to watch.

emoticonAnd you? What have been some of your special bonus moments?

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QUOTE: "Everyone who got to where they are had to begin where they were." ~ Richard Paul Evans

MANTRA: "Just TRI it" ~DBH

TRI-ing: A total of 99 days to train. Today is Day 18.
Yesterday's Snapshot: Weights (yey for my neighbor!!!) and Spin Class (can you say ARGH!)


PHOTO OF THE DAY: A calm beginning for any day!
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GRACE2GRACE 6/18/2010 5:36AM

    I don't necessarily love running when I'm running...but I love running. I love the energy it gives me, I love how when I'm running my mind which is constantly in work related overdrive can't think anything beyond moving my feet...I so need that mental rest...as I actually have days when I think if I have to think one more thought,or make one more decision my head will explode. lol I love the sense of accomplishment and personal satisfaction running gives to me. Now I just have to figure out a way to fit running back into my schedule. I can't bring myself to run at 4 am and by the end of my day which normally is at the earliest 5:30 pm I'm usually exhuasted. So the weekends is all I can do right now.

HeatherDawn

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SUGIRL06 6/17/2010 7:34AM

    I can relate to this too! I'm having way too much fun reading your blogs here. My half marathon training starts on Sunday! I trained for a 10 mile race but my heart wasn't really in it. I was just doing it just to see. This time around, I'm really excited to train and I can't wait for race day! What a change!
~Ang

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SHERLYN-WILL 6/16/2010 11:59AM

    Yes I do find myself in the midst of change..
Just recently I noticed one big one!

I started out eating more veggies and fruits and good lean protein coz it was better for me and by golly I wanted to lose weight!

Just in the last week I have noticed I choose them because I feel better and I crave them. My skin looks so healthy now and feels so soft.
I love that!
A fresh vegetable sounds 10 times better than doritoes and Mtn. Dew.. (did you hear that??? ) considering I am a former Mtn. Dew Aholic (is that a word?) Humm...?
Anyway you know what I mean!
THANKS SO MUCH FOR MAKING ME THINK... and I might just have a blog idea now.. to tell others my changes..


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-NAMASTE- 6/16/2010 12:09AM

    You are an inspiration! I hope to one day love to run!

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LKEITHO 6/15/2010 9:55PM

    That half marathon is calling to you! You can do it! With the proper training of course!

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DENI_ZEN 6/15/2010 6:21PM

    Whenever someone says they love something, there's no doubt about it: that activity is really for THEM! What a great change to notice in yourself, Diane - and a happy one, too :)

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GEODAWG 6/15/2010 5:51PM

    I find that I no longer "hate" walking! Isn't it amazing? I decided that I had to move EVERY day if I am going to see any progress. Well, lo and behold, I do not mind walking on the days I don't go to the gym. In fact I am beginning to enjoy them! Life is amazing, isn't it?

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MEGANGOWENS 6/15/2010 3:05PM

    Aw, oyu totally made running's day when you uttered that comment. LOL. Just remember that when the going gets rough on these hot summer days...all relationships take work, including the relationship you have with running. It is funny what the things we say without thinking can reveal about us.

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EARTHSEAME 6/15/2010 12:11PM

    emoticon Love can be fickle! But I'm glad you love running enough to keep on running!

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LJCANNON 6/15/2010 11:13AM

    I love the imagery of you 'sneaking' a peek at web sites and 'Lurking' around other SparkPages.
I have done the same thing, and it is funny when you compare my behavior Now opposed to my behavior before Curves & SparkPeople.
emoticon I told an old friend that I was at a Bicycle Store earlier and her immediate response was "Who dragged you in there?"

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GOOFYGIRL48 6/15/2010 9:37AM

    Congratulations! What a wonderful revelation!

I still would not call myself a runner, but I have to say two years ago, if you had asked me, my answer would be 'I have bad knees, I will never be a runner' or 'I can't run any further than the distance between two telephone poles'.
But now, we go out for 7 miles, and I would say we run at least 5.5 of them. Probably no more than 1.5 miles in each run, but we don't slow down long before we start running again. It is amazing what we can accomplish when we just change our mindset!

You go girl! The half marathon? You definitely have it in you! I can feel it!
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MARENAMOO 6/15/2010 9:01AM

    It is funny what your subconscious can sneak in when you we are busy analyzing everything. Maybe mediation will allow that subconscious to speak more clearly.

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HAWKEYERANT 6/15/2010 8:39AM

    This made me GRIN!!! I'm so proud of your blog statement and I'm so proud that you were peeking at doing a half-marathon! Lady, you are my motivation!!!

You can so do this and I want to be there through every post cheering you on your journey!!

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ONEKIDSMOM 6/15/2010 7:48AM

    emoticon I claim sisterhood! I would NEVER have picked me for a runner. But when I dropped weight in 1989, a co-worker got me started... and you get hooked. Even after I "quit" running, I get the "wannas" when I see the local marathoners trotting / dragging by mile 20 (not too far from home, I walk the dog down to watch and cheer).

And now, at the ripe old age of 57, I'm working my way toward a 5K again!

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BUGGYS 6/15/2010 6:57AM

    I was told I could never run again because of a knee condition I have...of course, after my doc told me that I gained 25 pounds! I loved to run and even did a half marathon back in the day...go for it...you can and you will! I love to just move now...walking, dancing, elliptical, Zumba, exercise tapes...but I don't think I will ever get back that runner's "high" again.

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PATRISNA 6/15/2010 6:47AM

    I doubt I'll ever be a runner, but I do love walking. I love walking on the treadmill. I love walking in the park even when it is hot. I am loving the time spent exercising in the pool the past few days. If someone had told me I would love exercise a year ago I would have thought they were crazy.


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THINRONNA 6/15/2010 5:50AM

    How fun when we go from thinking about what it would feel like to be something or do something...to realizing that suddenly we ARE that thing ( a runner etc) and we CAN do that thing we have been thinking about and ENJOY it. YAY! I imagine there is much much more out there that will surprise you that you will suddenly realize you are doing and you love. Think weight room!

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APRILLSCOTT 6/15/2010 5:49AM

    I am afraid "RUNNER" is now a word that associates itself with love for you and will always! Because you are now a emoticon ! emoticon on finding out something knew about yourself! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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LIETCHI 6/15/2010 4:32AM

    Sometimes we even surprise ourselves emoticon

A year ago I would have called anyone crazy if they told me that I'd start training for a 10k and half marathon, but lo and behold...

Keep up the good work emoticon

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PRINCESSNURSE 6/15/2010 4:31AM

    Hurray another runner in our midst! I encourage you to look into a half once your tri is done--I KNOW you can do it. Running my half marathon was a very empowering experience.

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KASEYCOFF 6/15/2010 3:34AM

    If that's not contagious inspiration, I don't know what would be - you are a RUNNER, Diane! :-D

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REJ7777 6/15/2010 3:31AM

    emoticon That is SO exciting! You won't be able to say, "I'm not a runner" anymore. What a wonderful change! emoticon

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NEW-CAZ 6/15/2010 3:29AM

    Loving your bonus Diane.
It takes some people forever, if at all, to LOVE running or any form of exercise for that matter.
For me it's strength training I get such a buzz LOL.
ITSHOWYOULIVE (Heather) is also lucky to have a bonus, she can't believe she's a runner and some of her blogs are nothing short of inspirational.
If you're looking at half marathons then you're thinking about competing yeah? Go for it, you have it in you emoticon emoticon

Ps... your DH needs to get out more LOL, I saw your message on my page emoticon

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MERALO 6/15/2010 3:23AM

    I love those special bonus moments too...and they don't qualify as "aha" moments either. Mine was waking up on Sunday after way too much wine and spending time with my kids doing yoga...hello, you mean I got outta bed early after a heavy night and did exercise???

And I didn't even think about or have to convince myself, my kids didn't have to beg me to keep my promise...it just happened on its own.

Yep, that's when you know your new lifestyle has, in fact, BECOME a lifestyle!

Keep it up!

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