Sunday, June 13, 2010

My knee is doing so much better that I was able to run again yesterday. What a great stress reliever! What a wonderful gift with all that is going on right now! I need that so much.

I'm started to heal emotionally after losing those important voice mails. I do believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe it was God's way of intervening and telling me it is time to let go. It's just that it is such a hard thing to do, isn't it?

I had a wonderful lunch with my girlfriends yesterday. It's funny how much better I feel when surrounded by the love and support of people I can be totally honest with, totally myself with....and yet they love me anyway. LOL.

My husband is leaving today for North Carolina this afternoon and we have yet to bridge the gap that has existed between us since Friday. I'm hoping that heals before he goes too. If not, I am glad that he will be gone for the week. It will give me time to reflect, to think, to forgive??? And the toxic environment that exists in the house at this moment will be gone. For a while anyway.
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    I hope things will be much better when he returns. Forgiveness can do amazing things in a relationship.
    2776 days ago
    Glad you are feeling able to run again. Just be careful and be sure to do your warming up and stretching when you are finished. Please take good care of your knee...something I am sure I don't need to tell you after all you have been through. (smiling and happy for you)
    Letting go is always a very hard thing, especially to our loved ones. Maybe you are right and God is telling you to move on with your life.
    (The voice mails that I have been keeping are of McKenzie learning to talk and being polite on the phone, checking to make sure I am ok and telling me she loves me. Just part of her growing up. I want to give them to her someday and my dear SIL is working on that for me. I will put them on a CD for her.)
    So glad you had a wonderful time with your girlfriends yesterday. I think you really needed that time for you!!!
    I hope you and your husband are able to "talk" about what happened as I know he didn't mean for those messages to be lost...he probably never thought about that happening. That is a problem with Verizon not with you and your dear husband. I know that you love him and the gap doesn't need to continue to exist between you. This is not something to keep hanging for a week while he is gone. If it does, know that I have asked God to protect you both while you are apart and away from each other...that you will be able to accept what has happened and cast the blame aside...not let it continue to eat at you and your relationship. I will continue to pray for you both. You have a good marriage and need to continue loving one another...it is what your grandma and Pop Pop would want for you.
    emoticon You are working toward a new life in a new place soon. Don't keep this between you for any longer than necessary. Please don't be afraid to say I am sorry. Your grandma and Pop Pop understand and are only a thought away at any time. Let the healing continue.
    Blessings and hugs,

    2778 days ago
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