Sunday, June 13, 2010
My knee is doing so much better that I was able to run again yesterday. What a great stress reliever! What a wonderful gift with all that is going on right now! I need that so much.
I'm started to heal emotionally after losing those important voice mails. I do believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe it was God's way of intervening and telling me it is time to let go. It's just that it is such a hard thing to do, isn't it?
I had a wonderful lunch with my girlfriends yesterday. It's funny how much better I feel when surrounded by the love and support of people I can be totally honest with, totally myself with....and yet they love me anyway. LOL.
My husband is leaving today for North Carolina this afternoon and we have yet to bridge the gap that has existed between us since Friday. I'm hoping that heals before he goes too. If not, I am glad that he will be gone for the week. It will give me time to reflect, to think, to forgive??? And the toxic environment that exists in the house at this moment will be gone. For a while anyway.