Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Ok-so I lost 120 pounds...what is going on with me wanting to eat all the time now??? I had a couple of weeks where I ate out and pigged out some and now all I do is think about food. I have actual hunger pangs when I know I shouldn't be hungry and am having to suffer through them knowing I have already eaten my calories for that meal. I mean I had gotten to where food was just food for once in my life but I am suddenly finding myself thining about it all the time again...wanting something sweet,,,somthing fattening,,,,or something HUGE, GOOEY,DECADENT,totally off my plan!! I have my willpower in place and am stronger than these cravings but I still can not figure out what is going on...and man these hunger pangs are a bummer. Maybe I stretched out my stomach by pigging out last week and it thinks it needs to pig out all the time now. Whatever is going on I REFUSE to let it beat me......I am back on plan and I will not gain back the weight that I worked so hard to lose.