The Blog Entry...The First Real Emotion
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
We are encouraged by this site to write daily blog entries. And being that I am a person who loves to gab...this should be the most easiest part about being a member of this website...right???
I can't really figure out why I find this so difficult...maybe because I'm hesitant to share how I'm REALLY feeling about this weight loss journey. The first real raw truth to the whole matter is that I'm pissed off I'm in a battle with bulge. I freakin' love to eat and had done a pretty good job keeping myself fit despite my food obsession. The hows and the whys are redundant in my mind. I know all the reasons WHY i'm overweight...I'm just continually kicking myself because I KNOW BETTER! lol.
But I'm energized and motivated - i want my body back dammit. the next time I see my doctor, I want to walk in her office, step proudly on the scale and then tell her to kiss my ____ when it comes back reading a "normal" weight for my height. LOL. Take that for telling me I'm overweight and giving me the "yes, you" look medical lady!
So in an effort to be "raw and real" with cyberspace...there you have it...the first real thing I've probably shared in my blog entries about my weight loss journey.
how do you feel Sparkers?