Every day I feel defeated before I even begin.
I wish I could turn back time and not gain so much when I was pregnant.
I wish I had more money so I could buy better food.
I wish I had more time so I could exercise every day.
I wish I didnt feel like my wishes were excuses.

So what am I going to do...
I'm going to remember that I want this because
I need to be healthy - I feel like crap
I want to be small enough to play with my daughter when she gets bigger
I want to feel comfortable in my own skin

So... I will try to exercise 3x per week
I will try to leave $20 in my budget to buy healthy lunch food.
I will try to eat breakfast so I dont eat junk food

I will try to remember I am not defeated

I will try...........