Wednesday, June 02, 2010
I'm not a blogger...it's on my to do list, but never finds it's way to the top. However, I am blogging today because I'm struggling. How can it be that after being on such an even path for so long, old habits show up again? I don't get it.
I'm scared because over the past year, when I'd slip up, I'd get right back on track. Now they are becoming bigger slips and lasting longer and longer each time. I do NOT want to end up where I was, but my resolve is waivering and my strength to continue is sliding away.
Reaching out for help and support has never been my strong suit, but I'm getting better at it.