Sunday, May 30, 2010
Today feels like it will be a good day.
Had a really crappy week but I am hoping to have it under control again.
I told myself a couple of days ago I was was going to stop feeling sorry for myself, but I guess I had to have a couple of more days to implode.
Ok, now I feel like the implosion is over. Or at least to a manageable condition.
I know that I have gained back a couple of pounds by the way my clothes fit. But I can still get into all the clothes I managed to slim down into from two+ years ago. I have almost a two weeks worth of clothes I can wear now. When I started in February I had one pair of jeans and one pair of capris, plus the "stretchy" pants (that I hated to wear in public).
So I know I want to continue moving forward. I just have to dig deep inside and find the motivation that kept me going the first couple of months. I was so sure I would never eat the "old" way again. Ha, what a joke. It is reality check time. Time to start asking myself the uncomfortable questions why I want to eat like I do.
I am also going to work on getting back to exercising the way I need to. I have only dropped off my routine the last couple of weeks but I can sure feel the difference. This week was the worst, I only exercised twice. Not the way to go if I want the jiggly arms to be gone so I don't feel so conspicuous in sleeveless summer tops.
We are having a barbecue (in the rain) later, but I have lots of good food to eat that are on my plan. No excuses. Here's to a great week.
Happy Memorial Day!