There's a bit of normalcy again; normalcy being my ability to communicate, be around again. ;) Today has been a day full of inspiration, a day full of love, warmth, encouragement, and getting in touch with friends old and new. Heavenly Father, I am so thankful to be embraced in this positivity! Glad to be on the Spark again! Round 2 has begun, babies!
Yeah, the end of Round 1 got really tough. I didn't do my best, I will admit. Still learning how to think positively, even when times are really dark. The illnesses took a lot out of me, and somehow, I'd managed to wander onto that path of depression again. I'm so stubborn-- I often refuse to talk about my problems in detail, and seem bent on fighting all my demons on my own. My mentor once told me that 'no man is an island'. He's always encouraged me to feel free to talk with him. Pride is a foolish and destructive thing. It's almost June, and my unintentionally selfish sabbatical will be over soon.
But today was a new day, the beginning of a new round. The new me doesn't sit around and feel sorry for herself anymore; she dusts herself off and gets back on the horse! Took measurements, weighed myself, and took some new pics! :D It's not where I want to be, but WAY better than where I was 5 months ago~!
When I first got my kelly green bikini, I wouldn't dare try it on because I knew it was much too small. Today, I felt the curiosity to do so, wondering what size I wear now. Lately, I've been wearing clothes that haven't fit in 10 years, so sure, why not? I tried it on, and much to my delight, it kinda fit! Glad to see all the progress! I'll be taking all my results pics in it for this round :D Still got a way to go, though, but I'll share them with you anyway ;)
And my personal favorite, V for Victory + Round 2!
I can't wait to push play tomorrow! BRING IT!!