Tuesday, May 18, 2010
I am back up to 280..that was my starting weight...I am so disgusted with myself. I feel as if I will never be where I want to be. I have no fantasies of being a size 6..i love my curves..I love my boobs....I love my hips and my booty..I just want to put the burgers and fries down and look in the mirror and not see the rolls. I want to be on the outside what I feel in the inside..a bootylicious 12...sometimes I just don't think I will get there..ever..which scares me to death.
I will make the first step and change my weight tracker to 280, very hurtful.