Here I am at the beginning again
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Well life takes us all full circle. And mine seems to go in circles. I am addicted to sugar, as surely as anything. I am slowly trying to weed it out of my life. Maybe this time I will find success. then again, if I just concentrate on cutting back on it today and let tomorrow take care of itself, I may be more successful.
My choloestrol levels this year have been dangerously high. I had my medications upped and it brought about vertigo so it was cut back to the ential dosage. I am working with my trainer again and am really trying to put myself on a schedule with my meals. These are the things which I feel interfere with any successes I may have.
I really have a difficult time journaling about my feelings. I can state facts, crack jokes, and write about anger and about visual beauty, anything else eludes me. I know that I eat my feelings, but can't seem to break the cycle. No wonder my life goes in circles.