Friday, May 07, 2010
So I thought that when I updated my screen that I was going to be able to stick with the program. Boy am I disappointed. I haven't worked out since my sisters wedding in August last year. Not only that but I weighed myself at the gym just to discover that I am a whopping 263lbs. Needless to say I am devastated. The good news is that I have finally went back to the gym and I worked out 6 days this week. It's been hard but I know that in order for me to get on track I need to push through the hard days. I also know that I have to take it one day at a time. Temptation is always surrounding me. A couple of my co-workers and I decided that we were going to to eat healthy together and we've been doing that for two weeks now. I was nerves last weekend though because I didn't have anyone to guide me but of course I pulled out just fine, I didn't give in to temptation. My original goal was to not weigh myself again until 10/10 but I let a friend talk me into weighing in on the 15th but after that I will not weigh in again until October. I think I like the idea of letting the clothes be the judge and I have started planning a vacation to Jamaica for 9/11 (I think that will be a great reward once I reached my goal, whatever that is). One area that I really need to start working at is getting more sleep. Oh well sparkpeople fam, I really didn't want too but I think I'm going to update my page again. Oh by the way, although I will not be weighing myself of a regular basis I will be taking picture once or twice a month but I wont start posting them until 8/10.