Needing to focus
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
So last week an opportunity just fell into my lap. On a kinda last minute notice, I ended up renting out my extra room in my condo. The room was filled with all my extra junk and I needed to clean it out. So... for a couple of days instead of going to the gym after work I worked on the cleaning the room and the girl moved in on Saturday.
I just met this girl and have no clue what type of person she is... she seems very sweet... but regardless, there is a lot of stress not knowing if she is going to take care of my home the way i would. I haven't been to the gym and I have been eating like crap ever since this situation came about.
I brought my gym clothes with me today so i would make sure to go after work, but i still feel really stressed and feel like things are out of order (i am a pretty neat person and get stressed if things are cluttered or not put away). Most of the stuff from the room went into the garage, but some of it is also in boxes in my master bedroom and closet. What i really want to do is go straight home after work and get more stuff organized.
I was doing really great there for a couple of months, but have felt myself start letting go of the reins a little. This situation has helped me let go completely. I have even started gaining a couple of pounds back! eeek!
I have to get back on track and I have to get back to the gym. My goals wont be accomplished if I dont.