Wednesday, May 05, 2010
My cousin died of pancreatic cancer a few weeks back. My aunt has pancreatic cancer {other side of the family}
My bro in law has cancer throughout his upper body.
My dad is still hanging onto his faith claiming his bladder cancer is gone.
I am finally feeling better - I have been doing my 9 - 12 miles on my treadmill. I am committed to continue my journey towards health. Once the cardiologist released me to resume cardio, I have been consistent in doing it. I am motivated. My eyes are still not 100%, but I am trusting God that they are on the mend. I have had a few nausea days, but fighting to get through them. I will not give in and I wont give up. Maybe these are my "thorns of the flesh".
It doesnt matter. It is only temporary and I know where I am going and what I am going to do once I get there.
My application for school in the fall was accepted...woohoo! Finally! I can return to school and finish it! I am so excited. More motivation to keep on keeping on!
As crazy as the time seems right now - I am at peace. God is so good! He is so faithful - even when we are not. I seek His face in everything I do.
Have a blessed spark day!
jeanla