Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Well I'm in a definite funk. I dislike my job tremendously but have no way out of it. I'm exhausted. My period is late but a test was negative. My weight loss has been slow if at all. My clothes are still fitting tightly and it's been well over a month and I'm not cheating and I'm exercising. My knee hurts even after it's happy crack day. My foot hurts every time I work out. Let's see what else I can complain about. Oh yeah finances are in the toilet. I'm so tired of fighting everything right now. Just want to crawl back in bed for a week or two. I hate waking up every morning to go to a job I dread. Thankfully I don't have the boss issue any more, but it's still just a beating. Corporate world sucks. They make profit but beat you down. Yes I'm glad I can pay my bills by having a job, but I know there is something out there I would enjoy so much more.. just wish it would pay the bills. Being the primary breadwinner with no options is a just no fun.