Sunday, May 02, 2010
I'm back and starting again with sparkpeople. I fractured my leg on 2/22 an have been futon bound for the most part since then- I want to get back to where I was- it's just slow in coming and I have not been patient.
Because I had such problems getting around my home became filthy. I asked people not to come by because I have been so ashamed. Today is the first day that I have been able to stumble around and get my floors mopped and some laundry done. That has made me feel a little better.
I had a wedding to go to recently. I had to go to the store to buy clothing because nothing fit. I have once again entered the "plus size" arena. Even with this and the fact that NOTHING I own fits except the clothes that were once the baggiest- I put off the weigh in. That has always been my call back to reality. Well- I have been smacked back in to the real world. I was not as horrified as I thought I would be after weighing in. It could be worse.
I keep telling myself that my situation is not permanent- I am fortunate.
For today, I will track my food, track my water, drink no soda, eat no goodies, and remember to be thankful.