Not going to be easy
Saturday, May 01, 2010
worked really hard yesterday to clean off porch n yard so that i can FINALLY set up treadmill that has been sitting in my yard for months. felt real stupid when i couldnt make it run on its own. But OMG if i plug it in it works. LMAO
Need to get a new extension cord so that it is plugged in full time. I went out there and walked on it for ten minutes. I know not enough. Just getting started. I know this road is not going to be easy, But I am willing to do it with Soli so that her and I are healthy. I love her so much and i am so scared for her right now. Weight plus nose bleeds all week. two Er visits and she weights more then I do. I am so ashamed of myself. How can I allow her to get so big? I portion and buy healthy but if she is not willing to work what should i do?
I am going online for deals on Natural foods. If anyone knows of any good sites. Please help me! I know there is a lot on here, but i have to show her that it is not just her. this is OUR battle together.