Saturday, April 17, 2010
I think this is a great challange because I think this is where we all need help and focus. I feel as though I'm a generally happy, fun-loving person, but I do constantly think negative about myself and bring myself down. A few things that I'd like to work on this week is 100% NOT saying anything negative about myself out loud. Like lately I've been saying that I'm fat a lot just because I feel so large because I haven't been exercising and doing what I should to stay healthy. I just feel really big and lazy right now and I'm disappointed in myself, but if I keep saying those things, it doesn't help me recover and get healthy again. I know that, but it's hard, so this week I'm going to work on that.
I'd also like to continue my pattern of always changing a negative thought to a positive. For example, if Im thinking " I REALLY don't want to exercise today. I'm so tired and I'd rather just sit here and read a magazine and relax" I'm going to tell myself "You know you'd actually feel better if you just got ready and went for a walk. It doesn't have to be an all out run today, but just get out and do something." Ususally in that situation I get out there and I end up running anyway...and going for a long time. It's just getting out there. :) I've tried to do that often, but it's difficult.
I'm also going to accept what I can do and work towards better. I'm a pusher and competitor with myself too often. It's a good thing, but to a point. When I start an exercise routine every day MUST be better than the last so eventually I get to a point where I'm TIRED and don't want to do the all-out exercise so I give up and get out of exercising. I KNOW that I do this and it's something that I really want to work on. I want to be able to tell myself that I can just go for a walk instead of running one day if I'd really like...and that's okay.
So, those are some things I'd like to work on this week.
I'm also going whole-heartedly back into these challanges. I can honestly say that I've probably been the worst one on our team for doing them lately. School has just been killin' me, but I'm back and I'm going to put 100% into the next 4 weeks, I promise team! :)