Friday, April 16, 2010
Hiding inside this fat body of mine is a beautiful, vibrant woman who is aching to be released and freed from her prison of fat. She's not sure what is holding her back from being released. Her prisoner has a fear of the unknown of life as a thin woman. She's been cooped up in this fat body for so long that she's forgotten what it's like to be thin, but she wants to be free to experience it again.
This woman loves the outdoors, hiking, running, boating, swimming, horse-back riding, walking and enjoying the sun.
Breathing fresh air deep into her lungs, she enjoys each of the above knowing that she is strong and can do each as long as she wants. She is able to make love for hours in many different positions because she is so flexible and strong and comfortable in her body. Sex is better and lasts longer and she is able to leave her partner wanting more.
She is not afraid of what other people think of her and isn't afraid to be a bitch when necessary. She will not allow herself to be taken advantage of because she loves herself too much. The opinions of people she doesn't know are not important to her and she lives only to please herself and her family. She can stand up for herself and is strong enough to stand up for those she loves. She doesn't "go with the flow" to keep the peace. She is not afraid of a fight, she may not want it but she knows she is strong enough to handle one should it come her way and emerge victorious.
She has confidence that her body will not break if she falls. She is flexable and able to touch her toe to her nose and maybe even put a leg behind her head if she wanted. She looks people in the eye with confidence, knowing that she doesn't have to measure up to their standards and if they don't' like what they see they can look elsewhere. She is physically active and strong. She has enough confidence in her self-worth so that she doesn't need to eat for any reason other then that she is hungry.
She is smart, sexy, strong, sensual, loving, capable, beautiful and confident. She is ME.