Monday, April 12, 2010
Yeah, Yeah, yeah....40 pounds is a lot, and I love that everyone is noticing, but there's one thing that's sorta bothering me. I've had some people say "Oh, you looks so good now, you don't need to lose anymore weight." My thing is...I'm still at least 35 pounds overweight. Was I so big in the beginning that I now look really small even though I'm technically still very large?
Maybe I was and didn't know it...and maybe I wear my weight well, but I feel like I'm still big. I have come across people who are 5-10 pounds overweight and they go on and on about how much they need to lose. Maybe it's paranoia, but I sorta feel like people are trying to deter me from continuing. Now, I know I can tell a difference in my size when I wear fitted clothes and I've gotten rid of a lot of clothes, but I stil have many articles of clothing that fit pretty well. I keep thinking that I must have been just HUGE...oh well...just maybe it's just one of those days.