Monday, April 12, 2010
Which of course means, I gotta get some procrastinating in! That and I'm feeling a little snarky again, so coming by to share a story from today and let off some steam and get back to it.
So I was talking to the boy (nah, he doesn't deserve a name right now) today and I was figuring out my calories. I haven't even hit my minimum yet and that's including two little snacks later. Yipes! Granted, I haven't really eaten much today to begin with, it's been mostly liquid calories. Yell at me another day, that's the way it's going to go some of these days until my stupid graduation date shows up and LEAVES.
Anyways, so he mentions that he'd waste away at 1,200 calories -- which is my low. Actually, 1,290 is, I'm at 1,206 for the day. Anyways! So he says to me, I guess you'd be dropping pounds insanely fast. Well, let's all look at me, that's clearly not the case. And, admittedly, slightly mortified, said, well no, I'm maintaining, I haven't had time to workout and just haven't been watching what I eat. Ok, I didn't tell the full truth to him, I've gained a few, but dude, he's 157 pounds, weighed in this morning, wants to lose 7. If I were 157 pounds, I'd be floating on air! Dude is SKINNY! And with a healthy family, that cooks. I just want to go bang my head against a wall.
Granted, I walked right into it talking about food, but the comment of the pounds must be coming off just made me blush to all get out, cause clearly, they haven't. So yah, just needed to get that off my chest.
And I'm not worried that as I get back on track they will come off, not necessarily fast, just off. It was just one of those moments where aaaarrrrggggg. I can't do it all and right now, right this second, school HAS to take priority over absolutely everything else. So if that means I only maintain and not lose, then fine. I'm not superwoman.
Ok, ok, got that out. Haha.
Hope everybody's had a good Monday! Time to get my second most of the nighter in.