I don't know what's wrong with me
Friday, April 09, 2010
I'm usually a positive person. Always for other people, usually for myself, but not ALWAYS. I read my past blogs and I'm reminded of how well I was doing. I was looking and feeling better. I want that back and I know I can do it again. Why do I sabotage myself? I do good for weeks at a time, than as soon as I start getting compliments and start seeing results I go back to my old habits. I'm a Food Junkie. I hate it! I love to eat rich and TASTY FOOD. When I go out, which is everyday, I am bombarded by all the food that's around me. Food that is not good for me. Yeah yeah I know, I keep telling myself that I have choices, but for some reason my taste buds make demands that go against me. I haven't been following my nutrition tracker, and I've barely exercised. It's already spring and there are people wearing shorts and I am here trying to figure out ways to hide my belly.