Wednesday, April 07, 2010
At the beginning of the year I had motivaton aplenty. Even at the beginning of March I still had plenty of motivation....the the weight loss slowed to almost none and motivation has started hiding from me. It's so hard to eat right and exercise when you can't find your partner (motivation). I am still walking although not as much. I am starting to feel depressed as the weight is coming off so slow (I know at the end of the year it will be a big #), but even though I know this, I am depressed. I have an appointment with a new DR (mine stopped taking all insurance) and hopefully once I get back on meds I will feel better. Depression is also my anti-motivator...it sucks. You can't help when it hits you and then my stupid DR besides not taking insurance now charges to come in just to oick up refills...come on. She won't refill my meds until I see her either, didn't tell her I was going to start seeing someone else. Please make the 29th hurry up and get here. Maybe I should take a nap.