Thursday, April 01, 2010
The best thing about my life is that i have chosen it. I have made it my own, on my own. I have struggled through so much, i've been at death's doorstep, but i am alive and i am full of life. I had to learn the hard way that one cannot survive trying to please everyone else. I must live for myself, find my own happiness, and use it as a platform for compassion. I am still on the path of self-discovery, and i think i will always be discovering new things about myself and my position in the fabric of the universe. And i like that.
I don't know if i have the words to explain this as thoroughly as i wish i could. I love the feeling of being alive. It's just such a thrill! I love finding little subtle beauties in the world. I love the range of emotions i can feel. I even sometimes find great enjoyment flipping the bird to jerks who don't understand motorist-cyclist-pedestrian interrelationships.