Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I honestly don't know whether to laugh or cry right now... we had been having trouble apartment hunting, and then yesterday, the realtor came and said the buyers want an extension on the financing, so instead of today, they have until the 7th to get everything together, and THEN we have to be out by april 16th. 9 days later. wtf. we can't get an extension on our end because then all the paperwork will have to be redone and we'd have to pay a lawyer double. I was hoping it would be today because our mortgage normally goes out on the 1st of each month, so if they had everything ready today, I wouldn't have to pay the mortgage...but it's extended... so now I have to pay the mortgage AND the insurance, AND pay a security deposit and first months rent and sign a years lease for an apartment that we might not even need (if the house doesn't sell).
So,I told the kids to play in Gidjets room so I could try calling the mortgage company to see if I could extend my mortgage payment a week so I can afford everything else I have to pay on the first... big 'no' on that one. So I'm pissed that I have to scrounge up as much money as possible for tomorrow, so nothing bounces, and I go in and get the kids from gidjets room... there's sh*t EVERYWHERE. all over both kids, smeared all over the door, walls, IN the baby gate, IN the carpet. All from Gidjet. and what does she do? says "Mom, clean up the poop!" I just spent a good 45 minutes cleaning sh*t off everything and everyone. Also, I have to find a sitter for friday because I am booked up at work and Carl just informed me that he has to work a double on friday, my boobs still hurt. and I have my first period back. I've been comfort eating these past 3 days because I'm so stressed out. And seriously ripping my hair out. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :( I need a vacation.