Tuesday, March 30, 2010
So, I just read something interesting on a spark members blog page, don't be scared to lose weight. This got me thinking, why would anyone be scared to lose weight? We feel better about ourselves and we are healthier and tend to be more fit.
I think in the past I have been scared to lose weight. For some reason unknown, I hate it when people stare at me, and i'm afraid that if I lose the un-needed weight that people will start to look and stare.
I want people to look and be like "wow, look at her", but if it were to actually happen I think it would make me uncomfortable. The only day I haven't felt weird being stared at is on my wedding day (highest weight I have ever been).
Maybe I secretly know that if I don't look "ideal", nobody will ever stare.
Anyone else ever felt like this? This shouldn't be. Of all the things in the way of us losing weight, why does being scared have to be one? This only makes us unknowingly sabotage ourselves.