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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

3/29/10

Gratitudes:
1. I am grateful for my family. It is sometimes easy for me to forget this when I feel overwhelmed by everyone’s needs, but I truly am grateful to have a family that I love and that loves me so much. There are so many people out there who have little or no involvement with their family. I have a truly positive relationship with my family.
2. I am grateful for my job. Not many people have a job that they truly enjoy. I have a job that I love and feel that I was meant to do. I need to remind myself of this when I feel tired or stressed.
3. I am grateful for Marianne and all that she does for me and my family. She is a true blessing in my life.
4. I am grateful for the spring that is upon us. I look forward to getting outside.

Things I did well today
1. portion control
2. did not get stuck
3. within my calories
4. took a shower
5. logged on to sparkpeople
6. talked to Kim about $
7. started journal

Things I can improve
1. still need to slow down when I am eating
2. too many liquid calories
3. smoking
4. not enough fluid
5. no exercise
6. time sheets

Plan
1. stop drinking coffee with sugar. Drink tea instead.
2. try to take a shower daily and wear makeup.
3. start smoking pills put reminder in phone and carry pills with me.
4. plan lunch and dinner for the week. Cook ahead what I can.
5. schedule exercise
6. do time sheets every other day
7. make to do list nightly for next day

Random thoughts
I think that I am depressed. I have let so many things spin out of control lately. I am not even taking care of my personal self. Why am I doing this? Why can’t I seem to do the things that I really need to do even though there are such negative repercussions to not doing them, like not calling the car company, or doing my time sheets/notes. I think I should make an appointment with a counselor yet I have known this for quite some time and I still have not done it. I will do this tomorrow.

I have been feeling stressed and overwhelmed lately. I have a hard time saying no to people. I have this need to please everyone around me.

I am disappointed with my weight. I have been stuck at 188 for so long. I wonder though if this is true. While I know that I need to lose more I think perhaps in some ways I am content with where I am. I have come so far. And while I want to lose more I am having a hard time finding the drive/motivation/oomph that I had when I first started this journey. I am hoping that as I start training for the best buddies ride several things will happen: I will lose some weight which will motivate me to lose more, as I start exercising I will have more energy, more energy will lead to me feeling better about myself which will lead me to care more about myself.
I HOPE THIS IS TRUE

I am going to try to do this daily. I am hoping that by doing this I will be more aware of my daily actions. I am not always good with follow through so if anyone reads this and just wants to send me a reminder to do my daily journal I would appreciate it. I am hoping that once I get into a routine it will just become a habit/ritual.
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SAMODER 3/30/2010 6:19PM

    You have a good plan..... Keep with it...

Sam

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TEXASGIRL48 3/30/2010 7:04AM

    It sounds like you have a plan. Maybe you need to reassess what you are eating. Also stress, can keep you from losing. I am in the same situation. I have been stuck now for a while no matter what I do. I think my body likes where it is.

Good luck with your goals of smoking and getting things together.

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