Tuesday, March 23, 2010
I've been kind of sad and kind of relieved that my fiance and I are pushing our wedding plans to next year instead of this September like we originally planned. Saving money and losing enough weight are the two biggest concerns I have at this time.
But now that I don't have the wedding in near future, I needed another upcoming event to really kick my @ss into high gear. I have always been a huge procrastinator, but I do work well under pressure. In school I almost always did my homework right before class or wrote big papers the night before, but I always managed to get A's.
So what better way to help my weight loss goal then by putting a huge amount of pressure of myself, right?
Well I'm turning 30 in a few months. 30! And I am not quite embracing that fact. I hate it actually, and I wish I could stop time. I wish I wouldn't have to utter those words..."I'm thirty!", but I will have to, so I decided that I'm going to try to look and feel the hottest I've felt in a long time. And that, my friends, is gonna take a lot of work.
I can't remember feeling really sexy or hot in a reeeaaaalllly long time, and I want to feel like that on my 30th Birthday this year on June 26th. So I'm starting the countdown today. Right now. I have this short term goal, and even though I know I won't ever get to my goal weight by then, I know that if I am consistent in my eating and exercise, I will definitely look way better than I do now.
So today starts the absolute no tolerance for excuses. No skipping workouts, and no junk food whatsoever. I only have 94 days to get this right. Please wish me strength and motivation to do this finally!