Monday, March 22, 2010
well i have done nothing for months unless you count eating like a depressed crazy person. I am ready to do this now. I guess i got scared and froze. long story. so here i sit motivated to do this. with no actual low fat cheese or bread etc in my fridge and no money to buy any. so i will try to make this work this week so that i can start.
i swear i need something to balance my emotions it has been a long ride these last few months. i feel almost out of control but in touch with reality enough that i can move forward.