Saturday, March 20, 2010
Wednesday I picked up a copy of The Spark from the library. It took over a month to get it because I was 17th on the waiting list. I have started reading it and hope that I can get through it. I have some trouble with reading (seeing the print). I hope it can help me. I have started taking notes and trying to figure out how to set up goals.
Tomorrow they have a Home Show in town that a friend and I are planning to go to. I need a new faucet in the kitchen, but they don't make any that will work to replace the one I have. I have to replace the sink and cabinet to put one in there. Boy, did they do things stupidly back when this house was built. Counter tops won't match the old counter top, either. The home show has Habitat Outlet and another Outlet place, though, so I am hoping that they might be able to help me with having low-cost cabinets and sinks. I guess I should measure the one I have, though. There is also some drawing for landscaping and I could sure use some help with that. I don't know if I can even get a garden put in.
I am feeling better today, but I have my ups and downs. Yesterday I got really worried (no make that terrified) that the cancer from four years ago has come back. I know that I am supposed to trust in the Lord and continue believing that He will not let it come back, but sometimes I wonder if what I thought He told me almost 4 years ago was really from Him. I don't think I should doubt my thoughts like that. It would be much better if I didn't. The problem is my gut hurts like crazy, not like a stomach ache, but a pain. I am trying to figure out foods that are easy on that area that won't be too high in the fat and calorie range and are healthy. Maybe I'll go have one of those yogurts that I froze.
Thursday was a great day. It was pretty warm though breezy and I went and saw Fancy. I stayed out at the barn for around 3 hours. It is peaceful there.