Monday, March 15, 2010
I started my new job on March 1st, and I love it! It challenges me, keeps me learning, and pays well. I love going to work, even if I have to get up at 5:30. The only problem is that from now until May I am in an office, sitting on my ass all day. It doesn't do much for my weight loss. the building is connected to a HUGE undergraound mall thingy. So we usually go down for lunch, and they have so many places to choose from. When my boss and other co-worker are in the office I usualy go down with them to get my lunch, because of the whole bonding thing. But days like today, where I am alone I bring my lunch and eat WAY less then I do when they are here. plus i can get up and do jumping jacks. but the days they both aren't here are rare.
I have started taking the stairs, 12 flights with 21 steps per flight is a lot of stairs and I feel like I want to die after, but I am going to stick with it, since it fits excersize perfectly into my schedual.
But my weight loss plan for the wedding has been taken off track. It has made me frustrated and mad, and panicks me whenever I think about it. I dont want to be fat in Jamaica. And it doesn't help that Easter is near, with all that candy. I have a big problem with self control. I will buy one bag of candy, saying this will last the month, but then I sit down and watch a movie or something and they whole bag is gone. I have tried not buying the bag, but then i crave it so bad and eat other horrble things. I have taken all the candy I bought to work, it sits in my drawer, and I offer it to the guys in the office. and since it is hidden I dont think about it that often, so I am not munching on them all day. And today I havn't had one. because i know if i have one I will want more. Plus its a pain to put in the nutrition thing on sparkpeople. so today is a good day so far for my diet, and excersize, but its only half over.
It doesn't help either that the tredmill is broken. I was just getting into running everyday, and the stupid thing goes and breaks. Makes me so frustrated, and my father has no idea what to do, I will have to bring in my enginer friend and see what he can do!