Friday, March 05, 2010
I dont know what it is.. I slept long and hard last night.. Im sad today.. a bit lonely.. Probably too much time alone this week. Still sticking to my stuff..might even be overdoing it a bit.. I think right now Im using all this working out and food focus as a distraction from some stuff I have going on. yesterday I was really excited about going to tai chi...but I have a shoulder injury and tai chi was really challenging for my shoulder,, so it wasnt the good feeling I was seeking. This shoulder injury has kept me from working for over 2 months now.. It is slowly getting better.. slowly...Im a drummer.
sorry for putting out negative energy...but better to share then to try and SWALLOW it..
OK the truth.. I broke up with my boyfriend 3 weeks ago.. Im starting to miss him but Im not going back this time.. I havent been able to work in 2 months due to a shoulder injury. I just let go of another job today. I feel like my life is taking a drastic shift.. and right now there is alot of emptiness...waiting for the new to come.. Im focusing alot on exercise and good eating right now..but Im also having BIG dips in mood.. Im used to being a pretty happy person.. do you think it had anything to do with the way I self medicated with food... I also havent had any chocolae in a week...biggy for me..