Ok...so I have't been on this thing like before. Things in my life have gotten way out of control, including my eating and exercise. I go through spurts of a good week and then 2-3 bad weeks. So now I'm back on a "good" week and I'm hoping to stay with it. It is so weird how MUCH I hate eating healthy and exercising, yet MY BODY is telling me something completely different. It is saying: GIVE ME HEALTHY FOOD!! GIVE ME EXERCISE. I've noticed that I get more headaches, am more fatigued, sleep worse, the list goes on and on. My body ACTUALLY likes this stuff that I hate so much.

So here I go again...I'm hoping to stay on the wagon. I told my self in September that this summer I was going to wear everything that I have stashed in my closet from my "good ol'" days. Well guess what? June is a little over THREE MONTHS AWAY. That's right. Bathing suit season and short shorts time is three months away. If I keep up this crummy attitude and don't take control of all these forces that have me pulled in different directions, this summer is going to be JUST like last summer...FAT.

Anyways. I just want to thank everyone who still left me comments despite the fact that I was gone and never responded back. Seeing everyone else's struggle and triumphs really do help me realize that EVERYONE goes through this and it is ok.