Monday, February 15, 2010
...should be second nature. It should feel normal to do but I have spent my life taking care of others and am now faced with the prospect of facing the world alone. I never thought things would end like this.
I can't continue to take care of someone who lies to me, cheats on me and then expects kissses and hugs. Can't do it, no matter how long we've been married.
It is down to figuring out the how and when of it...though we are in the same house we are not in the same bedroom and never will be again.
Today I am taking care of me...I did two work-outs this morning since I ended up with the day off. I feel good about that...one step at a time...I must remember what I tell my adult kids....Do the next indicated thing. That is how I have to conduct my life, minute by minute.