Tuesday, February 09, 2010
I know it's been like forever since my last blog. It just never seems like there is never the time during the day. LOL Lately I've been down. I've been looking for a job for the first time in 10yrs and I just can't seem to find one. So I just really haven't been taking that great of care of myself. It really didn't help me feel and any better today. I got up this morning and had no voice and it felt like I ate a handful of nails. LOL It has only gotten worse all day.
I know it doesn't sound like a good day at all but for me it was. Today I got up and I just felt good on the inside like things were going to get better and I just had a really good day. I got some stuff done that I have been putting off and it really helps that the sun was out. As of today I'm going to change somethings.
1. I have to get back on track!
2. Don't give up on the job search. I do truly believe something will come up.
3. Get moving again.
4. HAVE TO GET MY MOTIVATION BACK!!!
I lost it but I really can feel it coming back.
Sorry about the rant for anyone that reads this. But I really need to get this out. LOL