Tuesday, February 09, 2010
I feel like just when Im about to get ahead something happens to set me back ... its agravating and depressing... I have so much I want to do and could do if I was given just a little bit of a break... Im doing the absolute best that I can right now... and its just not good enough... Its honestly like I take a step forward and then 2 steps back till Im at square one again... when your young you cant wait to grow up... you have so many plans for what your going to do and how your going to do it... then when your an adult you look back and think.,.. how the hell did i end up here?!?... so far from everything I wanted... I just hope things start turning around... IM SOOO CLOSE!!!! BUT YET STILL SOOO FAR AWAY!!!!