Tuesday, February 09, 2010
What I can say is that it's been way too long, and was long overdue. I have been going through not only life style changes in the health dept. but also with my personal life. I have working on cleaning up my life and been attending my Bible Study meetings....Right now I am doing good....I have been in attendance of 3 meetings in a row. And I am feeling really good about it. I have noticed that by making these personal life changes that I feel more at peace....I have been in contact with my mom several times a day. I am finally feeling like I am truly worthy of her love and support. I had felt really bad and at a huge loss when my brother passed because since I was in my own little world of uncleanliness, my brother was doing really good with going to the meetings and with his little family. I know that my mother has been missing him a great deal because HE used to talk to her several times a day. I hope now that I becoming closer to my God, Jehovah, which in turn is going to bring me closer to my mom and dad, that I can begin to help fill the void that is in her heart for my brother.
As for today......it was very good and productive. Everything is on track so far. So it was a GREAT start to a new week.....and a NEW ME.....Inside and Out!!