Monday, February 08, 2010
Since the beginning of November I have been watching what I eat, exercise when I can, and making sure I eat according to the food pyramid. I am very close to having lost 30 pounds, and was thinking that I was doing great, until yesterday.
Yesterday I went to my niece's birthday party and say my sister for the first time since New Years. In the beginning of December she started to watch what she eats and has lost 68 pounds since then and looks great!!!!! You could start to tell around New Years that she was losing weight, but now she looks wonderful! Here I sit having only lost 28 pounds and still feel and look fat! :(( I am happy that she looks great, but now I just feel like I must not be doing a good job at changing my lifestyle. I just feel so depressed now!
I know that I cannot give up, and just hope that venting my feelings will help me to get over these feelings.