Starting my diet yet again
Monday, February 08, 2010
So, my keyboard is acting up. Keys keep falling off. First it was my page up key. Then it was my page down key. Then my delete button fell off the face of the earth and I can not find it anywhere. Now my KKKK is going berserk and keeps falling off. Almost to the point where I want to super glue my K to my keyboard. I have to keep snapping it back in and it is starting to annoy a person. I hope it doesn't fall off. It's not even like my lap top is that old. We bought it probably a year ago if even! So the fact that keys are falling off sorta pisses me off. Sorta is defiantly an understatement.
Anyway....get to the frickin point.
So, tomorrow I am going back on my diet. Crossing my fingers that I stay on it. I have the Wii fit ready. I bought healthy food. And I am ready to roll. I used to weigh a good, 130-140 pounds. Then I quit smoking and gained about 30 pounds. Then I got pregnant and had a high risk pregnancy and spent half of it on bed rest and gained another 50 pounds. It has been three years I have been losing some here. Gaining some there. When I first had my baby. I became obsessed with losing the weight. I basically starved myself by not eating. Or if i ate it would be teeny tiny bit. And I got down to about 167. kkkkkkkkkkkk sorry my K is acting out again. kkkk well after that I decided. I couldn't handle starving myself that I was going to lose weight the right way. So I started dieting. And eating food I hated and well I fell off the treadmill so to speak and started eating all sorts of Junk food. And gained another 20-25 pounds. Well, then we moved and moved again and the stress sorta came and went and I got up another 5-10 pounds. So, then I went on this health change. I counted calories. I ate healthy. 3 meals a day, 2 snacks, No food after 7pm. No soda, and lots and lots of water. I walked two miles every day. I was losing 3-4 pounds a week. And I felt WONDERFUL! Then I read the book skinny bitch. Don't get me wrong wonderful book. It really opens your eyes to things. And makes you think and reevaluate what your eating. so I lived the skinny bitch lifestyle for a while. And at first it was okay but, after a while i started getting really tired. Really weak, and then it all went down hill from there. Back to junk! And I gained all of the weight I lost. And then add a pound or two. Tomorrow morning when I wake up I am going to weigh myself. I am going to count calories. Keep track of what I eat. Exercise. And keep you updated. This time I think as long as I keep myself on track it will all work out. Wish me luck!
p.s. i just glued my k to the board. lol. Don't worry I only used elmers glue school glue, so if i hate it it will be easy to remove