Sunday, February 07, 2010
I have had such a trying week. All of my buttons were pressed and sore points tested. I will give you all the readers digest version of my week.
Started the week with a fast; much stricter than the Daniel Fast. Fruits and vegetables only. I made it 72 hours. As a woman, there are only so many opportunities that you will miss your period and know what the possibe issues could be. Took a test, it was positive. Decided to go to the doctor, started bleeding on the way. Accompanying cramps got me insanely worried. The doctor's office were a bunch of clusterf**ks. Urine test was negative, blood test was negative, but oh no wait. I didn't get 4 miles away until I got a call saying the blood test was positive. Must go back tomorrow to take another series of test before I find a new doctor. All in all, I am not sure how to feel at this point.
I will soldier on in living as healthy a lifestyle as possible. I spent the past day in bed completely unsure of how to feel. Today I have awoken with a new attitude. I believe and trust in God. I also believe in a thing called destiny. There are no challenges that we are not given for a purpose. I believe even if we do not realie the purpose, there is always a reason. I am going to go make my meal plan and hope I get hit with the all-purpose stick of knowledge.
Thanks for listening to me.