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Down Down Down...ARRGGH!

Friday, January 29, 2010

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The above is what my week has been filled with...and yes, I have gained 2 pounds.

And for some reason, today I'm just on a sweets binge -- already downed a piece and a half of german choc cake, 1/2 a cream danish, a coffee and hot chocolate concotion (only 170 cals, but still)...

better make that a whole cream cheese danish b/c I'm going back for more (STUPID meeting leftovers!).

But the real stupid is me...why am I letting the food beat me?

Why am I able to contemplate my failure while I continue to stuff my face and fail?

Why? Why? why?

Why didn't I have an epiphany moment when I first saw the scale say "299#" in 1998?????!!!!!!!!!!!

How can I have let myself be 300+ pounds for OMG! TWELVE YEARS now????

I suck. :(
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NORM528 1/30/2010 7:13PM

    I am so sorry that it was tough to resist. Here is to hoping that you dusted yourself off today and did not let it side track you for any longer than it did! You can do this! We have all had moments where we don't like ourselves for what we have done in a day, but we need to love ourselves enough to keep moving forward. emoticon

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LDBROOME 1/30/2010 6:48PM

    I can relate to days like that. I have had plenty of them!!!
We have to take it one day at a time. Make your next decision a good one!!!!!

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THORNTONSTEPH 1/29/2010 7:04PM

    We all have bad moments or bad days....but you are not bad! Hang in there. Make tomorrow a fresh start and keep going. Picture each of us on the team cheering you on, that is something I do when I have a bad moment.
Hope the rest of the evening is a pleasant and relaxing one for you.
Sincerely, Stephanie

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MICHELLEMAGI 1/29/2010 6:21PM

    Oh, I'm so sorry you are having such a bad day. I've been stuck some time myself. Exericse is good, but my eating is not good. I do not do well in the winter. I hope you have a better rest of the day! You don't suck!

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