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Defying Gravity

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Today this is how I am feeling. This song says it. I am defying gravity just by being here, on this SP journey. Something has changed and I don't want to ever go back to the person I was before all of this started. I am going to trust my instincts, keep going and "defy" all the odds against me. I will NOT accept any limits, I can do this. Nothing and no one is bringing me down. I am here. I am doing this and that's that.


Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

As of today I am down another 1.5 pounds. Gonna keep defying those odds, pushing forward and loving myself for me, instead of listening to the ideals of the world. I am finished with that. I am in this journey me. No turning back now.
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TIGGER622 2/1/2010 5:53PM

    You ROCK! Thanks for sharing!!! HUGS!

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HICALGAL 1/28/2010 12:31AM

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FITNESSFOODIE 1/27/2010 8:41PM

    Very motivating! emoticon

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JENONTHEROX 1/27/2010 2:19PM

    Awesome vibes here... really digging it!
Congrats on your pounds down & the love you have for your lifestyle since SP.
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JESSICAVZ1 1/27/2010 2:13PM

    Wicked :D Just wicked Nikki. Keep it up!

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KNMMOMMY 1/27/2010 1:46PM

    That is awesome! I like how positive you are staying and going with your instints. I'm going to channel your energy and make sure that I am as positive and goal driven as you are! Thanks for your inspirational blog!

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BONJI40 1/27/2010 1:40PM

    What a great analogy of this song to weight loss!! I love it!
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LAURIE5658 1/27/2010 1:35PM

    Nikki, when I came back to SparkPeople last may I was taking alist of meds including antianxiety meds that I hated because of the weight gain they caused AND the feeling of lethargy. Those were the first meds I was able to come off of because I was eating right AND exercising!!!! I don't need them anymore and I will bet you are experiencing the same thing I did!!! How exciting!!!!

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THEFITNUTLIFE 1/27/2010 1:34PM

    I like it!
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