Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Today this is how I am feeling. This song says it. I am defying gravity just by being here, on this SP journey. Something has changed and I don't want to ever go back to the person I was before all of this started. I am going to trust my instincts, keep going and "defy" all the odds against me. I will NOT accept any limits, I can do this. Nothing and no one is bringing me down. I am here. I am doing this and that's that.
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try
I think I'll try
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
As of today I am down another 1.5 pounds. Gonna keep defying those odds, pushing forward and loving myself for me, instead of listening to the ideals of the world. I am finished with that. I am in this journey me. No turning back now.