Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Yes, I am feeling quite a lot overwhelmed right now. I have been really trying to take care of myself and my needs. However this concept is so foreign to me, that I am struggling to learn how. I am currently reading articles online about effective time management. I am hoping this will push me in the right direction.
Last night, I had this really odd dream. It was summertime, and I seemed to be a few years younger than I am now. I was in a bikini, tan, long blond hair, and looking fabulous. I was laughing and joking with my girlfriends by this big, awesome clear pool. It was a gorgeous day outside, and of course I decide to jump in the pool, to take a refreshing swim. As I was getting in the water, the whole pool was drained, instantly. I am standing in this giant pool with no water to play in, just feeling so confused and sad. At this point in my dream, I woke up. I don't know much about dream interpretation, but this seems to be a theme of my waking life. I think I am doing so great, and then a major disappointment hits. How do I learn to maintain the water in my pool? How do I learn to have fun again? If anyone has advice please let me know!