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Whats wrong with me??

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Months ago I was really on my way. I was going to the gym I was actually running. I can't believe I let being alone during the holidays effect me like this. I'm upset at myself. So now I've actually gained weight...I need to change my goals because this lack of motivation and self hate will get me nowhere but worst off:( I need to fight for my life and happiness.

I guess I could start by giving the oreos and other fattening food to the breakroom at work. It will be gone in an instant, but most of all I need to start jogging again.
I can do this, I'll prove it to myself!!!
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  • v DALAI_LALA
    It can be really hard when you are an emotional eater, but try not to be to hard on yourself! Just start somewhere, start small, and do SOMEthing every day. You can do it!
    2411 days ago
  • v EDELWEISS33
    just start! I go to the base gym for about 10 minutes. Start somewhere!
    2411 days ago
  • v GHOSTFLAMES
    GREAT PLACE TO START GET RID OF ALL BAD ITEMS IN YOUR HOME AND REPLACE THEM WITH HEALTHY ITEMD FRUITS AND VEGGIES MEASURE THEM OUT AND BAG THEM AND YOU WILL BE READY TO GO! THE FIRSTSTEP IS THE HARDEST THEN YOU WILL BE ON YOUR WAY GOOD LUCK IF YOU NEED ANYTHING WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU. CHAR
    2411 days ago
  • v WORKOUTWITHPAM
    I wish you the best in reaching all of your goals. Don't beat yourself up or hate yourself. Today is a new day, and an opportunity for a new beginning. Start Fresh, today!
    HUGS
    Pam
    2411 days ago
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