Thursday, January 21, 2010
Months ago I was really on my way. I was going to the gym I was actually running. I can't believe I let being alone during the holidays effect me like this. I'm upset at myself. So now I've actually gained weight...I need to change my goals because this lack of motivation and self hate will get me nowhere but worst off:( I need to fight for my life and happiness.
I guess I could start by giving the oreos and other fattening food to the breakroom at work. It will be gone in an instant, but most of all I need to start jogging again.
I can do this, I'll prove it to myself!!!