Friday, September 29, 2006
“Be not afraid of going slowly; be afraid only of standing still.” -Chinese Proverb-
I personally find this to be a tough reminder that I am not perfect! I have always believed that I should be perfect, and have always been disappointed because I am not. When I turned my life over to God, He took most of that feeling away. I am the reason that there is lingering evidence of my insecurity still around. I am not sure why but I am afraid to let go of my insecurities!
I know that the foundation of my life and of my weight loss or any other project I am working on is meant to be strong to keep the project from falling apart. I neglect that step often as not and consequently my projects fall apart on a regular basis. This time with weight loss and the association with SP and friends I am building from the bottom up and making sure each step is complete and strong before moving on.
Thanks be to God for he is my foundation!