Thursday, September 21, 2006
Today being a brand new day is another opportunity for me to get back "on the wagon" I've been trying for the last few days but haven't had any consistent success. I need to get serious again and realize that I NEED to do this for my kids and my husband but most importantly for MYSELF. I need to do something that makes myself proud to be me, something hard that takes dedication and committment - t wo things I think I've lacked all my life. I'm going to try again today, today is the day that I'm going to do it I just know it. I am beautiful, smart, funny, caring, loving and I am WELL WORTH the effort it takes to get healthy. It is the best gift I can give to myself and my girls. I AM GOING TO DO IT!