When I started sparkpeople I was so afraid of telling anyone my weight. I want to change this now. When I joined a new team (50 pound challenge) I was shocked that I now had to share my weight. On my weight tracker I have always just shown how much I lost. I have changed this now and will share my weight. I have made many goals for myself this year. They are not all about weight. I will make it a positive effort to not be so hard on myself. My weight is 360 pounds and no that is not where I want it to be, but it is not where it was. I have been working really hard to lose weight and finally be healthy. For me this is not just all about my weight. It is about living an incredible active life. This is becoming a reality for me and I'm loving it. My life is becoming better and better everyday. ALL of you have helped me in so many ways. I can't thank you enough!!!