Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Well I had been doing good as of 11/09/09 which was my last weigh in and I had lost my first 50 lbs. After that, the planning of my sister's wedding, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and all these crazy pot lucks had really taken me off track. I was eating poorly and not working out. Today after so many weeks of avoiding reality I finally gave in and weighed myself. I can't believe how easy it is to gain so much weight back in such little time.
This is to open everyone's eyes and let you know that it is sooooo hard to lose the weight but Soooooo easy to gain it back. From 11/09/09 to today 12/28/09 I have gained exactly 10 lbs. That is HUGE. So as of today I will totally get back on track. Oh and another super important thing. Since 11/09 I had not been tracking my food on sparkpeople, and that totally threw me off, I thought I was invincible, and I was sooo wrong. I feel very ashamed of myself but I am not going to beat myself up. I will get back up because I know Exactly what to do to lose the weight. And I also know exactly what to do to gain it. So I prefer to follow the right and healthy path. I can do this, and I WILL GET TO MY GOAL of - 109 lbs. I will, so this summer I will look better than ever.
After this Huge reality check and logging back on sparkpeople I have gotten so inspried again. Thank you to MARJIJANE and MCMPOOH43, Reading your blogs and seeing your updated pictures Haver really inspired me. GOOD JOB Girls!!!